I met this cute asian kid about a week ago. He moved into the apartment complex just a few days ago. He came from an affluent family somewhere in Georgia, i think. He's very cute and i liked him instantly. I found out that he sings, plays the piano and also acts. So that made it more impressive. We went out last Sunday to watch a play on melrose. We had a lot of sexual inhuendos that I kinda brought up. But the night ended early because Mr. Nicaragua was outside my apartment waiting for me. The next day, I didnt go to work because I had a job interview. I planned on asking the asian kid out, i was thinking we could watch a movie. As i was looking for a good movie, he texted me and invited me to have dinner and watch a movie with him. It was amazing. I felt happy. We went out that night and then he asked if we can hang out at my place after. And we did. And we talked. Nothing happened. I walked him down and gave him a sweet kiss.
We went out a couple of times after that. It was always fun hanging out with him. So i started the usual set of questions, like what type of guys are you interested in? I found out that he only dates white guys. And that was it. Another case of Racial Preferences.
Guess it was just one of those things you become excited about and then fade away quickly. But who knows, maybe im just over analyzing everything. We'll see. I'll just have chocolate cake. The answer to all my worries.
Oh well.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
BILLS! BILLS! BILLS!
I just got home from being a personal slave the entire day and upon opening my mail box, all i see is bills, bills and more bills. Having this freelance work might be really good for me in terms of being happier and stress free, but the money is shitty. I can't come up with enough dough to pay everything and to have something extra for myself. Argh! Who invented money and bills anyways?!
As i ponder on where I can get hold of my extra cash, I think about this guy that i met on the streets of Santa Monica Blvd. He drove pass me, slowed down a bit and lowered the window of his black mercedez benz. He introduced himself and asked my name. Of course we all know the statistics of this mystery guy. All of a sudden, i realized that ive met two people on that infamous blvd. Hmmm... He's someone stable, has a lot of connections and probably the answer to my financial constraints. Should I or should i not. I think I should. I'm fed up with living like this. Although it's just been a couple of months, but then again, it might have been all my life. i suck with handling money. i suck. so maybe hooking up with someone who has lots of it will solve my problem. how low can i get. i wonder...
As i ponder on where I can get hold of my extra cash, I think about this guy that i met on the streets of Santa Monica Blvd. He drove pass me, slowed down a bit and lowered the window of his black mercedez benz. He introduced himself and asked my name. Of course we all know the statistics of this mystery guy. All of a sudden, i realized that ive met two people on that infamous blvd. Hmmm... He's someone stable, has a lot of connections and probably the answer to my financial constraints. Should I or should i not. I think I should. I'm fed up with living like this. Although it's just been a couple of months, but then again, it might have been all my life. i suck with handling money. i suck. so maybe hooking up with someone who has lots of it will solve my problem. how low can i get. i wonder...
Welcome Back Slut!
I recently did the unthinkable. Actually its not that its unthinkable because it happened before. I was becoming a slut again. I just picked up a guy on Santa Monica Boulevard and asked him to go home with me. He did. He turned out to be this Nicaraguan 18 year old kid who turns out to be an amazingly nice guy. And then I went home with this guy last night who had a boyfriend and we had crazy sex. And as of press time I am tempted to go online and find myself a good fuck tonight. Thereby the blog.
I also spoke to my parents today. Change topic. I felt bad because they seem disappointed with me. Resigning from the law offices was a big blow to them because in some way they're still old school. They would want me to have a regular office job, 9-5, monday to friday and a 15th/30th payday. But i needed to be happy. I needed to follow my passion and start doing what i really, really wanted to do. I felt i was getting old. What if i wake up tomorrow and i am 80 years old. And when i look back at my life, its going to be all regrets and should've done this and should've done that. Hopefully this will pay off.
Another drama of the day was Alex. Yes, Alex can still cause a drama in my life. I guess i still love him. I look out for him. He has that certain charm of entrapping you and you can never let go. But this time, i know i just cared and loved him so much that i didnt want him hurt by this guy. This new guy, apparently has been playing the guys in the our little circle of west hollywood friends. Last night was a blast. Almost everyone he has been playin was there and it was hilarious. Well, for me at least. Hopefully Alex wakes up.
I also spoke to my parents today. Change topic. I felt bad because they seem disappointed with me. Resigning from the law offices was a big blow to them because in some way they're still old school. They would want me to have a regular office job, 9-5, monday to friday and a 15th/30th payday. But i needed to be happy. I needed to follow my passion and start doing what i really, really wanted to do. I felt i was getting old. What if i wake up tomorrow and i am 80 years old. And when i look back at my life, its going to be all regrets and should've done this and should've done that. Hopefully this will pay off.
Another drama of the day was Alex. Yes, Alex can still cause a drama in my life. I guess i still love him. I look out for him. He has that certain charm of entrapping you and you can never let go. But this time, i know i just cared and loved him so much that i didnt want him hurt by this guy. This new guy, apparently has been playing the guys in the our little circle of west hollywood friends. Last night was a blast. Almost everyone he has been playin was there and it was hilarious. Well, for me at least. Hopefully Alex wakes up.
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