So i couldn't sleep last night. He didn't respond to my text messages and he didn't return my call. Yes, im talking about this guy who I just met last Sunday. I was so paranoid that after a few days of seeing each other and being with each other, he was indeed just going to play me. That he would be like the LA boys that i've dated. And then it struck me. Am i becoming the Francis that i used to be when i was with my ex? It seems like i am becoming that person who i absolutely hated. And this is just a few days of getting to know him. Wow. So i stop. I decided to take things very very very slow and just go with the flow of everything. And of course, the fact that I don't have a job yet makes me even more foolish to just worry about all the other things.
so once again, i stop.
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