Saturday, June 21, 2008

*Sigh*

Though still in bed,
my thoughts go out to you,
my Immortal Beloved,
now and then joyfully,
then sadly,
waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us
I can live only wholly with you or not at all
Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you
until I can fly to your arms
and say that I am really at home with you,
and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits
Yes, unhappily it must be so
You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you.

No one else can ever possess my heart
never
never
Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.

And yet my life in V is now a wretched life
Your love makes me at once the happiest
and the unhappiest of men
At my age I need a steady, quiet life
can that be so in our connection?
My angel,
I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day
therefore I must close at once
so that you may receive the letter at once
Be calm,
only by a calm consideration of our existence
can we achieve our purpose to live together
Be calm
love me
today
yesterday
what tearful longings for you
you - you - my life - my all - farewell.

Oh continue to love me
never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

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